Tuesday, July 14, 2009

random thoughts

steven has left me to go to scout camp with his
little brother,and i miss him like crazy.
but at the same time,
i'm so glad to be married to someone sweet enough
to dedicate three days to camping
with his little bro, who
wouldn't be able to go otherwise.

my eyes hurt like crazy, and always do.
pregnancy ruined my eyes,
and i've come to the sad realization that
they can't be fixed.
glasses don't work. and i hate them.
what is a girl to do when her eyes go out on her
at the ripe age of 24? ugh.

i want to move so badly! i hate our apartment,
and long forhardwood floors, and
huge windows that fill our living room with
natural light. i'm going to look at one tomorrow,
sans husband,
and will be late to class because of it.
but i don't care, because this may be "the one."

i wish i was done with school. oh how i wish i was done.
this masters project is looming over my head,
and i can't wait to see thefinal product.
but, once i'm done, i will long to have the
steady input of new information,
and will want to go back. it's a love hate relationship.

i love my new camera, and wish i knew how to use it.
now all i need is a teeny little laptop to call my own, and
dedicate to all things creative.

on the topic of wanting....which seems to be a horrible trend
in my thoughts as of late...i want to someday have a room
that can be dedicated to craftiness and creativity
i envision a long table, and lots of shelves
packed with all things creative.

lastly...i need to tidy up before i go to sleep.

3 comments:

Lindy & Bryce Ellsworth said...

Hey - How are you? I'm so happy you found our blog, now we can keep in touch more often. How is Eugene? We miss it there, but we are also happy to be surrounded by family here in Boise. Your little one is so cute. Hope life is wonderful for you and the family. Hopefully the next three days will go by fast so you can see your hubby soon. Oh, I would also love a crafty room, but before I make that happen I need to learn to do more crafts. Hope you have a wonderful week.

Kirsten said...

Hey guys! It is so good to look at your blog and see what you are doing. If you are still coming to utah in August, we would Love to see you. give us a call and we will get together.

Brenley said...

Sorry you hate your place, we have hated ours the whole time we have lived in it. I can't wait for our house to be done! And you should take a photography class, sometimes you can find one that helps you figure out how to use them.

And to answer some questions you asked me...

our house is being built in Veneta.

and McCoy's pediatrician is Dr. Kordesch. You said you go to the same office, is she T's dr. too? I really like her!